Life has no meaning. This is irrelevant, it has nothing to do with your suicidal thoughts
Many people want to suicide.
Some are brave enough to do it and succeed.
Many other people attempt it but usually they are just attention seeking.
If you can make a go of life you should do it, sometimes family can feel great pain and guilt if one of their own chooses the suicide option. It is a very personal decision and I think it is a right that everyone should be entitles to but it does affect other people as well as yourself.
If you are not brave enough to suicide sucessfully (most people arn't) then do whatever is on your power to make you life livable or even happy. You will probably have some really good years before you die. Most people do.
If you think suicide is your best option and you are brave enough to do it properly then that is an option. Just don't stuff it up or you could be severly disabled for the rest of your l o n g life and the decision will no longer be yours.
Someone is likely to jump in here and say that it is not brave to suicide and perhaps they are right. Perhaps it is just a decision like any other. Is it braver to live or is it braver to die? Well, the thing is, to live requires no decision, so it is easy. To die does require an action so it is less easy, hence it requires more bravery. Perhaps the bravest action would be to live but to live proactively. Put yourself out there and MAKE LIFE WORK FOR YOU. That would be the bravest and best outcome but not everyone is THAT brave. :(
Yes, I agree, I you are bold enough talk to a therapist.
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